May 2012
I'm sorry
Mom,
I’m sorry I can’t be everything you want. I’m sorry I’m not and emotionless robot. I’m sorry if you think I’m over sensitive and I take things to real but you don’t live in my head. You don’t know what I go through day after day. I wish I could be as strong as you, I wish I could do all the things you do in a day and not break-down every night....
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letthedreamdescend:
But I can’t be a more acceptable version of myself. I can’t keep my loudness in check, I can’t take every single persons feelings into consideration, I can’t hold back my tears and cause head aches from gripped jaws, I can’t worry about everything all the time.
I can’t do it anymore.
I’m barely…